Yesterday evening I went to see Angels & Demons and I didn’t even sleep since then; coming to write this post in the morning. It’s 5:44 AM and it’s a Wednesday. My thoughts are clear like water, if water can be used as a measure of clarity.
My answer to my own question is “No”. Let me explain myself. My mind can’t understand the term of God. It just can’t, the term is too big. I can’t draw something on paper when I’m thinking about God. I can’t feel his presence when I’m praying, and I’m pretty sure that even an atheist did pray at least once in his lifetime.
But, I sense an energy when I pick a rock, I hear something profound when I’m in a forest, I feel a vibration when I’m talking to someone else and I know you’re feeling the same. Sometimes it isn’t a good vibration/energy, but it is there. What is this thing that makes all other things connect and the way they are? Can I call it God and be done with it? I think I don’t have other choice for the moment, but one day I hope I will have the chance to find out what it is.
Another thing that I’m thinking of is Universe. I believe is finite, not only in space, but also in time; and it’s not expanding. Actually, this was my first existential question at age of four and it sounded like: “What’s beyond Universe?” (Sorry, Mom). I had an answer right away: “It’s must be finite, it has a margin and beyond it is something black, uncomprehensible”. In 9th grade I found a way to demonstrate myself that it was indeed finite; that was when I learned about mathematical induction. Probably beyond Universe is antimatter, but who knows exactly…
After all that being said, he wants to sleep dream on. It’s 6:44 AM. Over.
Well, I do :) Step by step, then trust him.
— Anthony · 295 days ago · #
I totally agree with you. I think that Christianity is a big fraud in the history of mankind. I had a faith mother. But I threw away 3 years ago. I could not laugh and love my real life for 28 years. They called us down to the roof with a cross every sunday. And they always repeat the same words.
“You are a sinner!!.
NO!!! Nobody is a sinner. Our cells that heal wounds and make us laugh fighting that word instictly since birth….
— jovially · 285 days ago · #
brilliant.
— George Cox · 284 days ago · #
So did you believe before going to the movie? There’s allot of BS movies and documentaries out there. I always believed was raised on Christ and Church. I do not go to church but still believe in GOD.
In God We trust :-)
— Michael · 283 days ago · #
I do believe in GOD too. And that sort of thing makes me realize that i should do better to mankind (as shown by Jesus Christ Himself as any true Christian’s role model). But you know, to err is human :-)
I think that’s not ok to not believing in GOD just because some stupid movies (historically inaccurate).
Cheers,
woodstock99 – Indonesia (i’m online through proxy connection, just in case you’re wondering).
— woodstock99 · 279 days ago · #
You are not smarter because you saw this movie.
— Shawn · 261 days ago · #
#universe{
width:100px; height:100px;}
yes, the universe is finite :)
— Framp · 259 days ago · #